Crossing the Line (caution, major ranting and cursing ahead!)

Maybe I'm the only one, but I get so pissed off when people accuse me of things I had no knowledge of. Just the other day I was accused of "breaking the group apart" and "causing so much drama" when I know for a fact that I am not. Several adults have confirmed that I handled every situation beautifully and in a mature manner. Now I've got some whiny high school kids calling me "the cause of most problems" and "psychotic"?

First off, psychotic is not a word to throw around lightly. I have been lead to believe I'm psychotic for a while until a professional said "Hold up. No. You are not psychotic." Let me tell you why I have an issue with it. Psychotic is closely related to the word Psychosis. Psychosis is a medical term. "Psychosis is a symptom or feature of mental illness typically characterized by radical changes in personality, impaired functioning, and a distorted or nonexistent sense of objective reality." (some medical dictionary. Google psychosis, second non sponsored result.) I show no symptoms of psychosis. Quite frankly, if you are not a licensed medical professional that is qualified to diagnose mental disorders, you should not call someone psychotic. "Oh I'm not calling you psychotic, I'm calling your actions psychotic" same thing. Same fucking thing. Some one who is "psychotic" is diagnosed as such because of psychotic behavior or actions.
And I'm the root of all the problems? Um no. So when my nemesis (we're getting along now, so I'll call her Beth.) was brought up in conversations when I wasn't getting along, I told the person, "we aren't on speaking terms. Can we not talk about her?" All of a sudden I'm supposedly bad mouthing her.

No. I wasn't saying anything past the truth. Little miss "you're psychotic" says "But people interpret in as that she's a bad person because you think so." That's their fucking problem! I spoke nothing other than the truth and all of a sudden it's my fault they're interpreting it differently than I said it? No. That is not my fault. Oh and I'm scary? NOT MY FAULT! No lines were ever drawn. No boundaries were laid out! No one said "stop" or "that's not okay" so how the fuck was I supposed to know? Honestly, I stepped forward and the line was drawn behind me. Little miss "you're psychotic", listen dear, HOW THE FUCKING FUCK WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW IF YOU DIDN'T TELL ME?! YOU MUST BE PRETTY FUCKING MEEK IF YOU'RE FUCKING SCARED OF A 5'4" THEATER KID WITH NO UPPER BODY STRENGTH. NOT MY FAULT!
No one looks at little miss "you're psychotic" and say "well maybe we're falling apart because YOU are involving yourself in problems that ARE NOT YOURS TO DEAL WITH!!!" After talking to Beth, I put the pieces together and all of a sudden it became clear that little miss "you're psychotic" is the one who prevented it from getting fixed! What the fucking fucking hell?! (I'm pretty pissed off if you couldn't tell)

And I'm not going to even bother bringing it up again. She crossed the line and then everyone continued on as if it was nothing. I'm hurt beyond words (but I won't let it show) and I just want to rip them all apart verbally! Thank you two friends that stayed out of it. I love those two the most. The rest of the party of three that went against one, go fuck yourselves. Except Beth. She's not a terrible human being like little miss "you're psychotic". I really don't like her existence next to my existence.
Sorry for the rant. It's been two days and I'm still flaming mad and needed to get it out for a fourth time. I seriously need better friends.
Also Happy 42nd post!

-Cheers!
Doodle of the Day:

Actually a comic from at least a year ago when I had bangs. I know it's bad, but it's the only thing that would upload right now.
Gif of the Day:

This made me feel a lot better today.